It's Dancey Dance Time!!!

I finally got my computer to work so I decided to add the pictures from Halloween. It's a little late, but oh well. Emma was little Red Riding Hood and Lukas was a ninja. They were so cute and had so much fun.

Emma LOVES to dance, and I mean loves to. It's been really hard to get any video of her dancing because our camcorder broke, but last night Neil was able to get a short vidoe of her on our camera. It's not the best quality but it's so cute and funny. I thought I would put it on here so you all can see how fun our little girl is.

Who's the Best? Ali Is!!!!

I've had one of those days today. You know, one of those days where nothing can go wrong and you've accomplished more than you ever thought imaginable, it's that kind of day for me. Last week I had a research paper due in one of my classes, and to say I was scared would be an understatement, I was terrified about it! I didn't even start writing it until three days before it was due, and I had so much going on in my life that I couldn't even focus on it. Well today my teacher came up to me and said, and I quote, "I just wanted to let you know that I was a young mom too so I wanted to make sure you have a good weekend, you got 99 on your paper. It was an amazing paper, good job." I was like WHAT?! A 99! YES!!!!! All day long I've been telling Neil about it, I think he's getting sick of it, so I'll blog about it. Seriously, this teacher grades extremely tough, its not an easy class, I would have been excited to get a B. I can't stop thinking about it. Now I just want to know what I got docked on...

Everything with Neil and I is fine, we're loving life right now. I've been on Clomid for 4 days now (only one more day left) and I HATE it. It makes me so flipping tired. I will sleep 12 hours at night and still not have enough energy to get up in the morning. I'm not just a little sleepy, I'm exhausted. But I can live with it, as long as it works. Other than that nothing else is going on. Emma is as cute as ever, I really need to get some pictures of her on here. Soon hopefully, very soon.

What about Baby?

1- Where were you when you first found out you were pregnant?
At my parent's house on July 4th.
2- Who was with you?
Neil.
3- How did you find out that you were pregnant?
Home pregnancy Test
4- What was your first reaction to finding out you were pregnant?
I knew I was pregnant before I "knew" I was. Scared...18 and pregnant...and only been married for a month....
6- Who was the first person you told?
My mom.
7-Did you plan to get pregnant?
Not at all.
8-Was everybody happy for you?
I think so...I don't think they knew what to think.
9- Did you go out and celebrate?
Not really.
10- Did you want to find out the sex?
Of course, I couldn't wait to start buying clothes.
11- What was the sex?
All girl.
12-Did anyone throw you a baby shower?
They would have if I wanted one. I hate things like that....but Cecily kind of threw me a surprise one...it was just close friends though.
13- If yes, who?
Cecily.
14- Did you get any outfits at the baby shower that you just knew you weren't going to put on your baby?
Nope, my friends have good taste.
15- How much weight did you gain?
Last time I checked it was 22 pounds.
16- Did you lose all of the weight that you gained?
Nope....dang it!
17- Did you get a lot of stretch marks?
HAHA!!! Yes.
18- What did you crave the most?
Nothing...but towards the end I started craving chocolate ice cream.
19- Did you crave anything crazy?
Nope
20- Who or what got on your nerves the most?
Smells, touching, and how emotional I was.
21- Were you married at the time?
Yes
22- Did you have any complications during your pregnancy?
Not during the pregnancy but during the labor...
23- Where were you when you went into labor?
I never went into true labor...but I had contractions for about a month and a half.
24- Did your water break?
Nope
25- Who drove you to the hospital?
Neil.
26- Did you go early or late?
Three weeks early.
27- Who was in the room with you when you gave birth?
Neil, my mom, and the doctors and nurses...no one else was allowed...that's what you get when you have a C-section...my mom usually shouldn't be there either.
29- Did you have any drugs for the pain?
You have to. It would take my breath away to pee.
30-Did you go Natural or have a c-section?
C-Section.
31- What was your first reaction after giving birth?
Where's my baby, how is she? Will she be ok? Is she breathing? I can't hear her!!!!
32- How big was the baby(s)?
5 lbs. 2 oz. 19 1/2 inches.
33- Did your Husband cry?
Yes.
34- What did you name the baby(s)?
Emma Thomas
37- Did the baby(s) have any complications?
Yes, she wasn't breathing so she was life-flighted and staying in NICU for 6 days.
38- How old is your baby today?
20 months.
39- When is the next one(s) coming?
I hope really soon....We've been trying for so long!
40-If you could, would you do it all over again?
Oh of course...ten times over...as hard as it was.

What's going on in our lives...

So I was going to tell everyone about Halloween and put pictures up of Emma being Little Red Riding Hood BUT my computer's being retarded and won't let me. So pictures will be on here shortly. Since I can't brag about how cute Emma was and how fun Halloween was I decided to update everyone on our lives.
For the last year Neil and I have tried, unsuccessfully, to get pregnant, so after waiting 2 months for our appointment we went to the fertility specialist yesterday. He gave us a lot of information. We found out the the likelihood of me getting pregnant is 1 in 36. Yep, you heard me, On average it would take me, without fertility treatments, 3 years to get pregnant. He then went on to say that he wouldn't be surprised if it took me up to 6 years to get pregnant. WOW! All this information made me realize how much of a miracle Emma is, even more than we already knew. So he put me on a fertility drug, Clomid, the most popular one. The doctor seemed very optomistic so it put Neil and I at ease. It was good to finally get our questions answered and to get on the right path to having a baby. We can't wait. We hope and pray that it takes. We ask everyone to please keep us in your prayers. It's been very hard this past year. But hopefully if all goes according to plan I will be pregnant in a couple months. We want to thank our family for all their support through this. They've been our rock and saving grace.